When it comes to college; cycle. Begin. End. We’re done.
Life: Begin. End.
From what end of the universe; we told one way, another might adapt. Others may evaluate. We don’t really know who it is. What is it? And maybe, we’re just bullshitting ourselves like animals. The smallest of creatures. Beyond that, emotions, relationships, ‘sparks’, all mean what?
For college, it’s one obstacle over another. From lessons on the whiteboard, to the ones we reach. Finally, it makes sense, only to be rewashed, forgetting what we thought was right. I feel the same can be for people; someone makes sense, wait, did I not learn the first time? The second time?
And suddenly, but almost unexpectedly, it does make sense. See what most don’t know is that in college, you really learn anything is possible. From entering adulthood, making choices to bring ourselves into new areas, physically & emotionally. From making the most of it or tragically ending it; we’re ultimately in charge of whatever comes our way. Children, motivated from youth to believe how we, as adult believe. When it comes to dealing with past mistakes, complete delusional, or even rejection, we often drive down into denial, blaming ourselves. When in actual reality, none of it matters. We find how our lives connect, but like trying to use a mistaken key, it doesn’t fit. So why fret over it? The key is torn apart; making yourself unable to connect, fit, with anyone. I find that seeking happiness in your moment of life is what’s most important. Tim after time, remembering the best is still yet to come and in time, our bodies and mind will mature into going into its own terms, having peace: the most important.
So for now, as two years came and went, college & life go on; in which way?
Well, let’s just say we haven’t seen anything yet.
Remember always; stay forever young; the world, open to anything
"heaven can wait; we're only watchin' the skies, hoping for best, but expecting the worst"
No comments:
Post a Comment