Seasons change, and our bodies become immediately adapt to the hot, to the cold. So is it that relationships, the initial flirting, dining, and breakup.. is all of it just a season?
Over the past 20 years, myself has become adapted with the change of seasons, temperature, and locations. But just recently, everything shifts from what was typical to what is reasonable. Random shifts of occurrence, people coming into your life, and what seems like a bus taking another route, my love (once upon a time) was gone.
So why is it, that my heart, along with millions of other innocent growing adults stayed in the same place. Is it that we unknowingly treat others how we'll be treated? After all, I had someone who still wanted to be friends, and someone who liked me, someone who probably loves me, but I couldn't help but wonder.. why doesn't it feel like it's ever enough?
Today, I took to my own judgement and realized that I'm no longer in that person's life, and I had to realize that people move on. Like I had done to many, I was the victim and I'm taking the hit. From one love to another prospect, it took nearly eight months, from heartbreak to moving on, to another rekindled heartbreak.. but it took eight months to come full circle and realize life can truly move itself into new areas.
Being aware that love and dependency tie hand and hand with one another at this prime age of life. I realize that even though I might not have someone with me at this moment.. It's important to realize that while some people are choosing to settle for now, others are settling for the promise of the future.. and all of it's paradise. After all, seasons change, people change, but you, will only grow more into yourself.. and if you're very lucky, find someone who will love that growth just as much as you.
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